06.09.10
Inspired by Perseverance
Upon arriving in Lawrence in August I had no idea what to expect. I was both anxious and weary about starting my volunteer year at Bellesini Academy, but I never could have anticipated then how much I would end up loving this place. After spending nine months here, I’ve grown exponentially. I’ve been challenged on a daily basis: by the spontaneity of the students, by needing to be responsible for people other than myself, by coaching soccer/basketball etc… The list goes on and on; however, one lesson that I’ve learned prevails above the rest. My work with the students has made me change the way that I approach my everyday life.
Witnessing the hardships that they have to endure, and seeing their drive to overcome them has influenced me greatly. Each and every one of the students has shown me resilience in some way, and despite it all they continue to pursue a better future for themselves. They radiate joy, and shock me everyday with their jokes as well as their wisdom. To call these students determined would fail to do them real justice, for their long days of study are truly unbelievable. I am perpetually reminded that working hard can make all of the difference in life. They study hard, play hard, work hard, and take advantage of the education that they are able to obtain here. All of the eighth graders this year have been accepted into private Catholic high schools with full scholarships, which just goes to show that there are plenty of benefits for their years of effort.
Humor has been a constant element of my work life, and the optimism that exudes from the students is strong enough to reevaluate any bad mood. I’ve been blessed to be able to observe their strengths, perseverance, and dedication to their studies. By getting to know the students, I have also been privileged enough to learn about Lawrence and the traditions that occur here. They embrace their communities, their families, and their opportunities with open hearts and sharp young minds.
I didn’t learn this all at once, of course, and there were definitely days that were more difficult than others; yet, I have no regrets. I’m not sure how much of an impact I’ve had on the students here, but I can honestly say that they’ve had a major influence on my life. Many of my priorities have been shifted, and I have been able to reevaluate what is important. I’ll be forever grateful to have had the opportunity to work here this year as an Augustinian Volunteer, for I have been able to see God through these children each and everyday. The time that I have spent with them has left no doubt in my mind that the students will continue to inspire others as they’ve inspired me.
Erika Esposito
Lawrence AV 2009-2010